Thinking of you

I’ve been thinking of you!
Thinking how blue your eyes are
How red your lips
How tender yet strong your finger tips.
The strength of your arms when I’m wrapped inside
The taste of your tongue when it meets mine.

I’ve been thinking of you~

I’ve been dreaming of touching you
Dreaming of having you touch me
Getting all excited just thinking how much fun it would be
I know where I would linger the most
Where my fingers would trace
While enjoying that look on your face.

I’ve been thinking of you~

I’ve seen where you would touch me 
I’ve guided your fingers to those places
Feeling you touch me as I ask
Feeling how strongly you react
Hearing your breathing take a turn
Feeling the spinning of the room
Having your body so close to mine
Moving in rhythm
No care for time.

I’ve been thinking of you~

Lying next to me
Tired and yet still hungry
Ready to take another spin
Wondering how to begin
Looking me up from head to toe
Watching me glisten seeing me glow

I’ve been thinking of you~

Those amazing lips
That sweet tongue
Another taste...
Couldn’t stop at just one
Out of breath but don’t want to rest
Touching you every inch
With my fingers, tongue and lips
Have to have these thoughts come true!
Lover, I’ve been thinking of you~

Vanished


What does love look like?
What sounds does it make?
Is it really love
just because the heart aches?

If I disappeared
would you look for me?
If I was gone
what would you do to 
find me?

It has been said 
"If you love someone
set them free."
It's the waiting
that makes me no longer
believe.

I climbed a mountain
just to find you.
I grew wings so I could fly.
I challenged the troll, so I might cross
the bridge that lies between 
What once was
and 
What is now lost.

I looked to the skies for answers
I stood in front of despair and
asked for hope.

It was then that I knew...

The pain struck like a bullet
Tore through broken flesh
Blood flowed like a river
Tears stopped with breath
Nothing left to imagine
Love is gone...
There's only death.


Potential

I've lost you.

You can not keep a most precious gift locked away
You don't get to decide when to let it out to play
You don't get to say when it's safe to be seen
You do not get to say
"I love you"
Then turn and leave.

You don't get to be 
the 
One.

It was once what I saw in you
It was there only awhile
It was the best part of you,
but...
Once you saw what it was
You hid it away
and
Made me beg and beg to 
have it stay.

In that you found power
In there you found some strength
With that you brought confusion.

 for me...
there was laughter 
at
 ~my pain.

You didn't want my fairy tale
You never wanted the 
forever after.

Hearts should not be played.
Kisses shouldn't carry poison
Smiles shouldn't mask lies
Fingers while touching
shouldn't leave scars.

Somethings can't be reached
Somethings shouldn't be seen
I should have known...
 to see, 
Potential in you

~Was only my dream.